Well.. first things first.
The Tokio Hotel concert got cancelled, because (in case you didn't hear) Bill had to get surgery. So that kind of sucked, but I'll egt to see themsometimes.. I just hope Bill gets better.

Okay... so in case you didn't know, I'm moving to the states in August (date's set to August 15th, if things go as planned) and I'll be living in Maryland, and occassionally Manhattan. If anyone wants to visit, you're free to come on over I want some company when I first move there, cause I'll have nothing to do while I wait to get into a beauty school.
Oh and guess what!!!!!!!!!
my dad has loads of contacts in the theatre, and broadway and stuff.. so in September I might be going to go see Equus, and I MIGHT go backstage and meet Daniel Radcliffe. IN YOUR FACE!!!!11

So... it's been a long time since I wrote a journal, so here's what's been going down.
I got a roommate. She's awesome, and pretty, too. She's been living here for like 5 weeks, but she's moving out on Friday, so I'll be living on my own again. She's at home (in another city, with her parents) at the moment, cause her best friend just died like 2 days ago, and she's devastated and needs to be with her parents for a while.

so.. the last time I updated, I said I was gonna be a hair model, for some of the 2nd year hairdressing students.
[link] that's the hair I got

The colour faded and became shitty, so I just dyed my hair black again... then I got kinda tired of having just normal black hair, after like.. a week.. so I put in veeeeeery long extensions... got sick fo those after a week as well.. so I took them out.. then I dyed my hair blonde again.. so now I'm back to blonde.
I'm still looking to get some green in my hair, but I can't fidn any proper green hairdye.

I could talk on for ages, but I bet no one's even read down to here, so I'll just shut up now.

You love me,
Shae

Yo

I'm on holiday at home this week, and I complained to my mum for 2 days about the fact that it's impossible for me to do my homework at school, when I don't have a computer. So she got me a laptop. Wooooooo.. so now I can be online as much as I want.
It's an Acer aspire 5315, in case you were wondering. I know it's not the best, but atleast I can do my homework on it, and go online, and that's all I need.

Anyhoo.. I quit smoking, for the simple reason that I can't afford smokes now I live on my own. See.. we get free food where I live, cause it's a school-thingy-place, but the food there makes me puke.. so I have to buy my own food, in order not to puke all the time, and thus I basically have no money for anything else than food.

Other than that, life is gooooooooood.
I've spent the past part of my holiday on reading up on my astronomy and Japanese. See.. we don't have anything else than creative subjects (design, hairdressing, make up, etc..) at the school I go to now, and the fact that there are no theoretical or scientific subjects there is driving me mad. But on the other hand, I'd rather learn those things on my own, than learn them at school.. I learn a lot better, if I'm my own teacher. I've never been good at paying attention inc lass, unless we're doing something creative.

OH.. I'm learning how to draw, in design class.. and within a few weeks, I should be able to draw perfect portraits of people. Atleast that's what the past students have learned in just a few weeks, even though they sucked at drawing when they first started out. I've learned that I'm the msot talented drawer in my class, too. It's wonderful. What sucks, though, is that my teacher only compliments the bad drawers, so as to give them more confidence.. so my confidence in my drawing has gone downhill, cause he only compliments all the others'. But my classmates compliment me loads on my drawing, so I get by!

Anyway.. I think that's it.

You love me,
Shae.

PS: OH, I forgot to tell you!
Some of the 2nd year hairdressing students asked me to be a hair model for them. Which means they'll dye and cut my hair.... I think I'll ask them to trim it a bit behind the ears and then dye it black and green

SO!
I moved in yesterday. The place is AMAZING. I LOVE it.
As you should know by now.. I have a SICK fetish for Japanese people. Guess what? There's an entire block with Japanese people! ARGH, I'M IN HEAVEN.
There was a guy and a girl here, in the computer room, before who were yelling at the screen in Japanese. It was so sexy. But the girl left, and now the guy is just nerding it with his circus peanuts. (wow, that came out wrong ._. )

I've gotten loads of new friends. Right now I'm sitting here with Anika. Earlier we went to the mall with Jenifer and bought dinner. I bought yummy noodles, so I'm gonna cook myself up some curry noodles later tonight. I also became friends with this awesome little girl, who's a lesbian. She's awesome.

OH.. also, I JUST met my roommate. Like 5 minutes ago. She's very nice.. someone I can definitely live with - but not someone I see myself becoming great friends with.

So today we also had our first lessons. The first part of the main course, is the hairdressers, the designers, the detists, and the cosmetic people all mixed together. So today we learned about clothing design, from 2000 b.c. untill the 1980's. Did you know that the ideal measurement around a waist in the 1700's, was only 32 cm?!?! that's SICKLY SKINNY. But see.. what they did, was that when the kid was around two, they'd tie them up in a corset, and with time, their ribs would be COIMPLETELY bent inwards, and most of their insides has been pushed up into their ribcage. Also, to hold the corset straight, you ahd to put metal, or whale-something in it, and the women couldn't even sit down, because then the metal or whale-stuff would poke into your skin, by their thighs, underneath the boobs and into the "private area" and they'd get infections and major pains there?
My ribs started hurting just THINKING about it.
Anyway.. the whole lessonw as AMAZINGLY interesting. I've never had a lesson as amazing as that lesson.

So... the girl is back, and now I ahve to drool about their japanese yelling

Talk later <3

You love me,
Shae.

PS: talk to meeee.. comment this journal, cause I won't be online much, and if you don't comment, we won't get to talk ;__;

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG I'M SO HAPPY!

I've been nagging my mum for tickets to the Tokio hotel concert in April for aaaaages now. She wouldn't get them for me, because she's up to her neck in bills and stuff, and I FINALLY talked her into it.

I know I should be feeling bad for hassling my mum for money, when I know she doesn't have much money this month.. but the way I see it, is that this is a once in a lifetime oppotunity.. you can always get more money. Also.. seeing as I'm moving out this month, she's not going to pay anything for me for the next 5 months, and she'll have loads of money to spare, so she might as well just give me this one thing. Besides.. she got childsupport money for me this month. That money is supposed to be used to support what I want and need. These tickets are part of it.

Okay, so.. other news...
Well.. I saw Daniel downtown today... and as much as I was treated poorly in the relationship... and as much as I KNOW I never loved him.. hell, I never even liked him, much (I probably just fooled myself to think that I did, because now I'm out of it, I can see how miserable I was for all 3 months).. it was weird. I missed him, when I saw him. I don't understand why. I hate him. I LOATHE him.. and yet.. I felt myself just.. missing him. I puzzle myself.

As for other, more up-beat news!
I bleached my hair. I bleached it three times to get the colour I have now. First time around, ti became orange.. second time bleaching it, it turned light yellow... and when I bleached it today, it turned platinum blonde. So now I'm happy.
I still want it all white, though.. but I'll bleach it a few more times when I start school.

Speaking of school... I'm going to a meeting with the woman who's gonna accept me to the school on the 10th. after that, I have to contact the guy who's taking acre of my apartment, and then I should be moving in within a few days.

I just foud out, though.. that I might be living with a roommate. Me + roommates = nto a good idea. But I'll ahve to live through it. It's only 5 months, anyway.

Enough ranting.

Remember..

You love me,
Shae.

it sure does.
In the past week, I've lost 5 of my best friends.

One over the fact that her parents don't trust me, so she won't go to a concert with me, that we've had plans to go to for over a year. Then she ditches me.

Another over the fact that she lent me money, and told me i could pay her back whenever I wanted to, the next time I had money. Now she keeps nagging me about the money that I don't have.

and lastly, i've lost Daniel as a friend, because he got a girlfriend a week after we broke up, and I found out he's been lying to me about everything.

The two other friends I probably lost along with losing the rest.

So life sucks.
I can't wait till I move, and get new friends and great hair.

OH.. and I'm blonde, but the bleach sucked, so it's a tiny bit orange at the tips, and then i cut it, to reveal more of the blonde, and now it looks like shit. Oh joy.

I'm friendless and I've got bad hair... life is swelllllll.

I could complain about loads of other things, but I think that'd bore you.